Touch
Me
by Poondu
<poondu@bigfoot.com>
Chapter One
The young boy was asleep in his mother's
brother's bed. His
uncle was visiting the boy's family and he had been sent to sleep with
the man
in hope that he would learn new things that his parents and sister
could not
teach him. He felt in his sleep soft hands touching him, petting his
thighs,
back, belly, stroking his erect penis, they were not his father's
hands, they
were too soft, they were not his mother's hands nor his sister, their
touch was
different. The boy woke and stretched and his uncle turned him on his
belly and
kneaded his thighs and nates. The boy enjoyed the feelings his uncle's
touch
evoked in him and he cooed and wriggled. Then he felt fingers probing
his anus
like his father had done, only deeper. The fingers were inside the boy
but he
did not connect the feelings with entry, only that it felt good and he
knew his
uncle was teaching him something new. The boy felt the warmth of his
uncle as
he was pulled closer, he felt the man's erection between his nates, he
felt the
sharp thrust of penetration but his cries were stifled by a hand over
his mouth
at the same time as another hand retracted his foreskin and the smooth
fingers
on his glans brought him to the point of peeing. He felt the shudder of
youthful orgasm and slept with his uncle still within.
Chapter Two
The two boys were bound together each cock in
the other's
mouth. Their coffee brown bodies were sullied by the charcoal remaining
in the
rough hewn log canoe, their cocks erect from the stimulation provided
by the rocking
to and fro of the canoe as it drifted with the current, their
discomfort
ameliorated by their love for one another, by the bond between them
that their
elders did not comprehend and could only banish them for.
Chapter Three
From earliest childhood onward touching and
being touched was
an essential aspect in the lives of those who lived in this land. Once
a child
was house broken it was no longer swaddled, there was no
clothing—indeed there
was no word for clothing in their vocabulary—and it was not at all
unusual for
children and parents, children and other relatives, even other adults
or other
children, to engage in periods of mutual touching.
Most families had two children, typically a
boy and a girl, in
that order, and might also include a lone grandparent or a stray uncle.
In
Peter’s family he was the younger; his sister was older by three years.
In his youngest period Samantha played with
him most. He also
enjoyed fondling from his mother and father but it was his sister he
ran to
mostly when he needed to touch or to be touched. At night he would
mostly sleep
on the outside, behind his father while his sister slept on the outside
behind
his mother. Sometimes he and his sister would sleep between their
parents,
sometimes only one of them would, but always the family slept together,
under a
grand wooly skin if the night was at all cool but usually just together
in the
sleeping loft of their home on the beach. In the morning when Peter’s
father
went off to fish he would always kiss the lad and give his little
pecker a
tweak. Mother would wake him later with caresses and ticklings and
then, after
breakfast, Peter and Samantha would wile away the day with the other
children,
on the beach or in the hills, helping with gardening, learning to
gather wood,
tend sheep, listening to the oral history of their peoples as told and
illustrated by the village elders.
It was not unusual for the boy to sport an
erection on and off
during the day as he and the others of his ilk played with one another.
The
hardness would always soften quickly as soon as the petting ceased and
was
never a cause for embarrassment or concern. When Peter was of six
summers he
began to spend more time with his peers as his sister already spent
more time
with hers. Her time of first menstruation was near and in another few
years
she’d be eligible for her first mating camp. Normally this would happen
to both
children in the same summer with the boy taking one of his sister's
friends for
a mate and his sister likewise taking one of his friends. But because
of his
young age Peter would be left behind when Samantha went and so his
parents were
encouraging him to find an age-mate for the likelihood she would be
mated and
not return to the family home.
Jared turned up about that time. The only son
of a distant
friend of his aunt whose mother had lost her husband to the sea and so
the boy
would never have a sister. Peter and Jared hit it off well and went
together
through the ceremony of new teeth and their first time eating the penis.
In the culture of Peter and Jared the time
when a young boy
lost his two front teeth marked the beginning of his third life. A
boy’s first
life ended when he walked on his own and knew to pee outside where his
father
showed him; his second life ended with the loss of the two front teeth.
These
people believed that in order for a boy, for a man that is, to have
seed with
which to impregnate a woman, he must first ingest it as a boy from an
older
youth who has not yet bonded with his mate.
Eating the penis of an older youth was the
culmination of a
week of ritual. Fasting, dancing, arduous labour, oral history, all
contributed
to the time the neophyte spent away from his family for the first time
in his
life. During this week the boys lived in the young mens’ lodge where
they were
initiated into their third life. The older boys took the younger ones
by turns,
to eat, work, and sleep with, providing the touching and petting so
essential
to each of them. Sometimes a hard slap on a boy’s bum to spring him
into
action, other times a soft caress of his testicles or a pulling and
stroking of
his erect cock—tempting and exploring new sensations and emotions. The
youths
were careful neither to let the boys’ reach orgasm nor to let the boys
bring
them to climax. Peter remembered the times his father had induced
climax in him
as he lay on his back across the man’s hairy legs. His father would
play upon
his body like it was a musical instrument, singing long ululations in
counterpoint to the boy’s moans and giggles. The big rough hands of his
fisherman father would explore every crevice and hole of his young
body—the boy
would giggle as fingers tickled his thighs and belly, feet and armpits,
and he
would moan and whimper softly as those same fingers probed his mouth
and ears,
anus and foreskin. His young body would convulse in seemingly endless
orgasm as
his father tickled and his sister stroked. It was as much her education
in how
to please her future husband, as it was his pleasure and learning.
But now there were other hands, different ones
each day, as
the boys were swop’d around among the older youths. They were never
brought to
climax, as that was taboo during these exercises of getting acquainted
and they
were not allowed to touch themselves having been admonished not to and
restrained
as well. In the day they were always busy and watched, they slept with
their
hands bound loosely to their mentor of the night. As much as they were
slaves
driven to serve and learn they were also very nearly worshiped by the
older
youths who waited on their every need—from retracting their foreskin
and
holding their penis whilst they peed to wiping their ass and bathing
them in
the sea.
By the time Peter and Jared, along with
several other
age-mates, had reached the end of this week they had also been paired
with
youths four to six years older. Now they were at the evening of the
final
initiation. Tonight they would eat the penis and get their first taste
of the
seed they would begin ingesting until their own bodies began to create
it.
After this night any older boy in the village could call upon them for
service
and they would go off with him as needed but for tonight each would be
the sole
partner of the youth who had chosen them.
The first stage was a ritual cleansing of boy
and youth; each
washed the other in a communal shower. Then the youths knelt in front
of their
wards and gave suck to the stiff erect cocks of the boys only enough to
show
them the technique they were expected to use. Peter had never been
sucked
before. The idea had never occurred to him but the feelings were
delightful and
he could hardly wait not only to experience his mentor’s penis in his
mouth but
to play with Jared later when they could be together alone. After this
preparation all of them, boys and youths, were blessed by the village
shaman
and admonished with further lessons and details. Then they went into
the young
mens' lodge where it was dark and aromatic wood smouldered on the fire
in the
middle of the floor.
The youths stood in a circle facing the fire,
each with his
boy standing in front and facing him. The initiates caressed and
fondled their
mentors at the dictates of the chanting from a chorus of four village
elders in
the darkness. The youths removed the birthcords from the initiates and
threw
them into the fire. Presently the boys were on their knees, the erect
cocks of
the youths at their lips. Small hands on boy cock retracted foreskins
while
larger hands twined hair, encouraged tasting, testing. Peter opened his
mouth.
His tongue explored the pee slit and tasted precum. The hands of his
mentor
pulled on his hair as the glans of this cock twice as large as his
slipped
through the gap where his new teeth would be soon. His own hands let go
of the
youth's shaft and found their way to the nates behind. As he pulled
himself
into the youth's pubes, his tongue explored the pee slit. Peter's youth
began
to stroke himself using his initiate's mouths in time with the chanting
and in
step with the other youths in the circle. The youths came together as
if on cue
and the boys swallowed greedily this seed that would soon make them men
their
fathers would be proud of.
As the night wore on individual youths and
boys would couple
again and again, each time the same pair, the boy eating the penis of
the youth
as often as the vitality of the youth could get it up again. In the
morning the
boys returned to their homes but from now on they would never be
touched by
their parents or sisters; now the only touching would come from the
other youth
of the village or their age-mate friends. Hardly a day would go by but
one
youth or another would be after Peter for his mouth. Since he and Jared
were
often together they were often tapped together. Sometimes they would
take turns
of one youth; other times they would each eat the penis of different
youth. One
thing remained the same and that was that after each occasion Peter and
Jared
would go down on each other, testing, tasting, to see if either one had
begun
to produce the seed nascent in their balls.
As the years progressed the boys grew, in
stature and wisdom
and technique. They were much sought after. In the little hut they'd
constructed for their playing they would kneel back to back, their
nates
rubbing together, each taking two youths at the same time into their
hungry
mouths.
Chapter Four
Samantha came into her first menstruation and
went away to
prepare for mating camp; Peter was left more alone and as a consequence
spent
more and more time with Jared.
Activities at mating camp were a continuation
of the tribal
initiations that had started with each gender's puberty rites. Elders
prepared
the youths now in their thirteenth to eighteenth years with lessons and
admonitions for the rigors of their fourth life and set them to tasks
to give
the young men and women ample time to learn if their enamoring of one
another
was truly worthy of a life-long mating or if perchance they might find
another
mate during this period as there were a number of unattached males and
females
present who had not bonded from previous mating camps. Ritual touching
took on
a special significance during this time since the mating process was as
much a
physiological one as a psychological conditioning. While a certain
modicum of
satisfaction was derived, each partner from the other, the absolute key
was a
physical response: The woman's body would begin to secrete precoital
fluid
while the man would gain a painful erection that would subjugate him to
her
wiles and could be reduced only by the consummation of their marriage.
The man
would usually endure this dull ache in his loins for several days while
his
friends could festoon his erect penis with garlands of flowers he would
wear to
the coupling. During this period after the mating it was forbidden for
any boys
to eat his penis but following copulation, if his wife conceived, he
would be
in great demand until she birthed at which time the man no longer gave
his
semen to the young boys.
Chapter Five
When he was nine Peter came face to face for
the first time
with the strange man who lived at the edge of his village.
Most penis eating encounters were initiated by
the older boy
seeking out a younger one to suck him off; there was a certain degree
of
traditional ceremony involved but in great part it was the nearly
insatiable
need of the sexually active growing boy desiring a pleasurable orgasm.
The
carefully orchestrated contrived homosexual behaviour provided an
outlet.
Within the traditional framework of the
culture penis eating
was a small part of the value system passed from boy to boy along with
other
moral and practical lessons. Some of these lessons were taught by older
men of
the village during occasions generally more formal and organised than
the one
on one, almost chance encounters, driven by the sexuality of the youth.
Most of the men of the village were sexually
unavailable to
the boys. They have fathered their first child—in many cases one of
these very
boys—and so were removed from the pool of cocks to be sucked. Their
penises
were tied up, literally and figuratively.
Most, but not all. Gaurin lived beyond the
edge of the village
because he was not like the other men: he had neither wife nor
children. His
presence was tolerated only because he was a keeper of wisdom and
tradition and
would teach groups of boys according to the days of the year and the
years of
the boys. He was a village schoolmaster of sorts, every boy’s
uncle—healer—confidant.
As a rule boys ate the penis only when it was
asked of them by
an older youth or implied by ceremonial occasions. However some few
took an
especial liking to the game, went beyond the strictures of ritual
homosexual
activity, these few would not wait to be asked nor would they stand on
ceremony. In the weeks and months following Peter’s initiation into the
cult of
young cock suckers he, like his agemates, would take on any cock
offered, they
were in a hurry to grow up. Packs of young boys and older youth would
sleep
together in the youths’ lodge. At night a pairing off would begin with
mutual
touching and petting that brought on arousal of the youth and the boy
and at
some point the boy would be directed to kneel and eat the penis. It was
all
ritual. The morning would often bring a reprise of the previous night’s
pairings. But as the novelty wore off the boys became more discreet if
not even
selective. Peter, on the other hand, while there was no shortage of
young cock
for him to suck, became pestiferous; as he would commence fellatio on
any youth
he found lying around on the beach.
At this same time he was participating in the
more formal
instruction of husbandry, fishing, goat and pig herding, conducted by
the men
of the village, and the moral and oral history lessons conducted by the
elders.
All of these teachers were men of family status and while they would
accept
from the boys the ritual touching that was so much a part of all their
lives
they did not become aroused nor respond beyond familial petting.
When Peter had annoyed one youth too many he
was crossly told
–Go and eat the penis of Gaurin, he will untie it for you little boy.
Gaurin recited the oral history of their
tribe, illustrating
his storeys with figures he created with a string woven of hair or
plant fibers
and interlaced on his fingers. Peter displayed a special aptitude for
this game
of string figures—Samantha had made a string for him out of her long
black
hair—and on occasion stayed on after the other boys left and so he
learned
figures they didn’t and was drawn closer to this man who saw in him a
difference.
Gaurin was frightening up close, to a nine
year-old anyhow. An
ursine man unlike the others of Peter’s acquaintance, he was hairy,
like the
boy’s father—unusual in this race, most of the men had little body or
facial
hair—but lighter, almost blond. Even with this similarity to his father
Peter
was subdued. Gaurin’s cock was nearly hidden in a roan pubic nest.
Mystery. He
was not a family man.
Peter twisted his string around his wrist, a
sign he was
through accepting instruction and approached. He began the touching,
the first
servile overture that beg’d indulgence from the adult, his hands roved
up the
backs of the man’s leg from knee to nates. The man extended a heavy
arm,
enclosing the lad’s shoulders, drawing the boy closer, stroking his
back,
indicating permission to proceed. Peter went further: as one hand
explored the
man’s behind his other began a frontal assault, roving up the thigh,
delving
into the ruddy nest to seek testicles and draw forth the penis for
which his
mouth watered. Gaurin responded with his other hand on the boy’s chest,
rubbing
and pinching his nipples while the hand on his back he brought up to
bear on
the boy’s head. Peter’s tongue darted out to wet his lips. The object
of his
attention was fully erect and the hand on his head was directing him
closer to
it.
Peter was timorous at first, growing bold as
the penis grew
more hard and erect in his hand. There would be no kneeling in front of
this
man, his mouth would be too low if he were on his knees, the man was so
tall,
just bow his head—some how he felt almost this man’s equal. He withdrew
the
foreskin and saw it was not pierced. He kissed the glans and let his
tongue
explore the precum bubbling like water from a spring in the mountains.
He
opened wide his mouth as if to yell in horror or triumph and engulfed
the head.
Gaurin gave himself up to the boy. There was
no need to force
him to continue, to finish what he’d started, like the others who never
returned. This boy was special; he would return, he would come again
and again.
Chapter Six
A week later during a special frenzy of
activity in the
youths’ lodge was the next time. Peter slip’d away at dusk and wandered
through
the shadows along the edge of his village to the lone hut of his new
mentor.
Somehow he sensed that what he was up to was, like the hut, beyond the
bounds.
Boyish ritual had given way to some amorphous mystery. He sensed
adventure,
like the first time he scaled a palm to fetch coconuts, and that was
what being
nine was all about.
A small bright blaze in the center of the hut
shown through
the portal, illuminating the seated man on the floor beyond. Gaurin’s
eyes were
closed. He sat with legs crossed—both hands clasped his enormous
erection.
Peter’s cock rose in anticipation as he apprehended this singular
apparition
and he entered silently and sat opposite the man, copying his pose tho
he could
get only three fingers around his own hard cock.
He stared at the man as the fire dwindled; he
thought about
adding fuel but instead, intoxicated by the vapours rising from the
smouldering
ashes, lay back and slept.
He dreamt.
He woke to the sensation of flying, of water,
of smooth hands
touching him all over, fingers probing his every opening, of mystical
words
heard in his mind and feelings in his heart. He was by turns warm then
cold,
full then empty, loved then rejected.
And then he seemed to sleep and wake again.
He was laying on the cold earth floor of
Gaurin’s hut, still
holding on to himself, his naked self was shivering with excitement, he
wanted
to wake the man now and tell him all he’d dreamt but decided to wait
until
morning and crawled in under the goat skin with which the man was
covered and
curled up against the vast belly and slept and dreamed some more.
When he woke next it was morning. Gaurin was
again at the
fire, preparing tea and cakes. The boy crawled out of the hut and
completed his
morning ablutions before speaking. He stood before the man, and,
drawing
himself up as tall as he could said –I am ready. –Ready? –For what ever
it is
you will show me next. And then he spoke the words he’d heard in his
mind
during the dream. Gaurin set aside the tea and cakes and picked the boy
up and
held him close, kissed him, set him down. They ran outside.
Gaurin carried the boy into the jungle after
they had bathed
together and laid him on a pile of banana leaves. The lad was still wet
and the
man commenced to lick him dry. Fingers tickling his feet, a tongue
probing
between his toes. He was laying face down, his arms extended over his
head. He
felt the touching, the tongue licking him, fingers tickling. He
shivered,
tingled, giggled, moaned. The licking was especially sensuous. The
man’s tongue
was not like a dog's, he’d been licked by a dog before, what boy
hadn’t, they
went fast, lapping, not licking. Now the tongue was up to his calves,
the
fingers dancing and stroking along his thighs. He felt his cock stiffen
and
stretch between the leaves. The tongue continued up his legs, the
fingers
petting his nates, separating his cheeks, probing, poking.
Now the tongue was in the crack of his ass,
probing into his
shit-hole while the fingers counted his ribs, then the tongue was
counting his
back bones. Then it was in his armpits and he could hear the slow deep
breathing and feel the hot breath on his ears as the tongue licked them
and the
hands slowly lifted him and turned him over and laid him across the
man’s hairy
legs.
He felt the great cock aslant his belly and
one of his hands
was brought down to grasp it and he stroked it slowly as the man’s hand
stroked
his little boy cock.
While he stroked the man and the man stroked
him other fingers
probed his shit-hole—wet fingers—one slip’d in and out, then two, then
three. A
moan tried to escape his lips but instead spasms of orgasm shook his
young
bones.
Then the man lifted him away and he felt as if
he were flying,
spun around, turned over, a soft hairy belly against his own hairless
chest. He
felt the man’s cock between his nates, pressing in, gaining entry, his
shit-hole opened and accepted. Hands on his shoulders pushed and
impaled him
and lifted him to sit. He was aware—Gaurin filling his innards—seeing
twinkling
eyes reflect back to him his own—his hands cupping the man’s hard
nipples—the
man’s hands lifting his nates and dropping them. The boy picked up the
rhythm
and the man’s hands moved to steady him, holding his torso, the fingers
sliding
over his ribs as he bounced up and down on the shaft in his ass. His
lithe body
once again shook with spasms of dry boyish orgasm as the cock inside
him
pressed upon some magic place. Suddenly the man reared up, his cock
swelling as
he shot into Peter the load he’d been hoarding since the lad’s last
visit.
Three, four, five times the boy felt the cuming and then Gaurin relaxed
and
lifted Peter off.
Chapter Seven
Peter and Jared, having eaten the penis of
every youth in
their village began to travel the circuit of other villages along the
shore and
inland of their island. Gaurin became their special friend and agent as
the
news of their ability spread. Here were two boys who would not only let
a youth
fuck their face but more than accept it as part of their own growth
they
heightened the pleasure of the one who's penis was eaten by their
technique.
The two would often take on one youth, their mouths alternating on the
young
man's erection, drawing him out and then switching off between spasms
so they
each got a dose of semen. On other occasions the two boys would service
two men
each while others waited their turns. Always, afterwards, Peter and
Jared would
retire to a dark corner or go out to some hole in the forest and lay
down
together where each boy would take the other's ever harder and larger
cock in
his mouth and taste and search carefully for the substance that would
mark the
beginning of his manhood. Each secretly hoping to be first as much as
he hoped
they would get cum at the same time. They gave no thought to the
future, that
the hard cock of the mating ritual, the lasting erection that could be
reduced
only by the woman, would separate them forever.
They had seen the young men return from mating
camp with their
erections standing straight up, curved back against their bellies,
foreskins
fully retracted and purple glans shining, the man's eyes begging relief
of
every boy who came by to touch him, to stroke his hardness. But none
were
permitted by the admonitions to suck. Now only the wife-not-yet could
have this
wondrous erection.
Peter and Jared went to their first mating
camp in their
thirteenth summer and came away still single. They discovered each
other’s cum
and passed through the first ceremony that ultimately would change
their status
from taker of the penis to giver of the penis: for the first time they
were
sucked by someone else, someone other than each other. The experience
had
changed them little but to heighten the feelings they had for each
other. They
would run along the beach hand in hand as the little kids would, bathe
each
other as brother and sister, work side by side as man and wife or
father and
son. None but Gaurin noticed their special friendship and he only
discreetly
mentioned his pleasure at seeing them together. The two boys would now
suck
from the older youth and then give suck to the next generation of young
boys
but always they would still go off and lay down to suck each other.
Chapter Eight
When they were fourteen, at their second
mating camp they
bonded. Despite the feelings for each other they were only dimly able
to
articulate, though not in the least unaware of, they went off with
females
uncommitted to a mate as they themselves. Partway through the week long
ceremony the two boys met; the need for each other's touch overwhelming
in
their hearts all consideration for the warnings of Gaurin that the
special
friendship of their boyish days would be less and less acceptable to
the elders
as the boys matured. But even Gaurin, despite his own proclivity and
experience, did not foresee the ultimate bonding.
The boys met in a secluded part of the camp, a
hut like all
the others where a single person might come to meditate or a pair might
split
off from the larger group to bond, near a pool under a waterfall where
they
could bathe. Peter and Jared met there, by the pool. They kissed
briefly and
touched and then went in the water to bathe each other as they always
had. This
time there was something else though and both felt it: they had to wash
away
the caresses of all the others—the females who had been trying to bond
with them,
the caresses of their parents from when they were young boys—for
something
momentous was about to happen.
Their usual play in the water was subdued by
the portent of
what they were about to accomplish. Neither understood the others
reticence;
they washed each other's body while failing to touch the other's mind.
The only
sound was the plashing of the water as handfuls were scooped and laved.
Finally
they stood facing one another and kissed and hugged and walked hand in
hand
from the water and ran along the sandy verge to the hut. On a deck in
the warm
sun they lay their brown bodies together, twining legs and arms, hard
cocks in
mouths, hands touching, caressing, probing, as they had never done
before.
Their orgasms came together and they lay back softening, hearing only
the
breathing and sighs of each other. But something was different. In the
past few
days they had crossed a fine line between boys playing and lovers
unfulfilled—questing for a mate—looking for that bond their community
expected
them to return with. The admonitions of the elders and the warnings of
Gaurin
mixed in their minds like a kettle of fetid soup and a momentary
anguish
brought them to roll apart but their boyish wonderment brought them
together
again as their minds worked as one and their hands explored what their
thoughts
could not. Soon they were hard again with a fervor never before
encountered.
Their cocks were more than just erect, they were curved with the
strain, tips
purple, oozing precum on their bellies as they petted and stroked and
licked.
Peter lay atop his lover; their cocks pressed between them, glans
rubbing
together as Jared, with his hands on Peter's nates jostled the boy up
and down.
When Peter lifted himself off Jared to turn
about and
sixty-nine their curved cocks were hooked together, as if a sign, and
the dull
ache in their loins became a momentary sharp pain as the cocks were
pulled
away. It was a difficult but intense coupling the boys had this time,
the
stiffness of Jared's cock made it hard for Peter to get it into his
mouth
without causing discomfort to his lover and he felt this same
discomfort as
Jared pulled his cock away from his belly. They slid together to new
positions,
heads tilted back, feeling the pressure on their tongues, the length
against the
back of their throats. Their orgasms were violent with spasm after
spasm of cum
shot into the other's gullet but there was no softening when the cum
ran out.
They had bonded.
Peter slid off from atop Jared and they sat
and kissed, cum
drooling from their lips, down their hairless chests, their still erect
cocks
straining upwards looking for that relief they knew only a woman could
give.
As the realisation of their condition
blossomed in their minds
they knew they could never go back to the group, nor even to their
homes. Their
erections would be like waving a flag—I'm bonded! I'm bonded! And here
is my
mate!
But the mate you would be holding by the hand
would be another
boy. What about that they asked of each other. Who would understand?
Perhaps
Gaurin? But what would happen if they left the mating camp now, before
its
culmination? Did that matter—they could not show themselves in their
present
condition, their paired erections would only tell of their illicit
bonding,
they would be ostracized. Gaurin was their only chance.
The wiles of memory are such that it is choosy
and
temperamental; it rejects the edifying cathedral of past
accomplishments—the
love these two boys had for one another and the others of their
families as
they grew and matured and worked through their boyhood—and indelibly
billboards
for all to see and ridicule the boys now playing with each other,
flaunting
that same love which because they are now older is no longer acceptable
to
their community.
The ache between their legs was a fearful
hardness, an
incipient orgasm that would not come to climax nor go away. Peter
thought of
all the times his father and sister and uncle toy’d with him, stroking
him to
this point only to leave him to soften and he wished for their touch
now. He
thought of all the times he and Jared, when they were but young boys
exploring
each others bodies, discovering what pleasured them, eating the penis,
and more
recently being eaten by others, and he wished again for that release.
But all
this thought only exacerbated his agony. Now he was mated to the boy he
loved,
loved in a way no girl could understand, and no girl would provide
relief.
He thought of taking his own life. Suddenly it
became clear
what had happened to James and Charles, two boys a few years older than
him,
when he of was ten years. He and Jared had sucked them together once
and now he
remembered how close they were, how alike those two boys were to these
two now
laying side by side in the warm sun, in the spring of their love. They
never
returned from their first mating camp. Nobody ever spoke of them; their
families never mourned. He spoke of them now to Jared and Jared had
been
thinking of them also.
They sucked again. Slowly, teasing, and then
again quickly,
violently, fucking each other’s face. Each orgasm left them only
frustrated,
drained but not softened. And they spoke again of suicide together. But
in the
end they decided to slip away that night and find their way to Gaurin
in the
hope that he would know some way to help them.
When they did not return to the group for
evening meal some
thought at first they might have found their mates early but all the
girls were
accounted for. Could they be ill? Or lost? Some knowing elders’ heads
began to
nod and murmur—lost perhaps but not as you children perceive, we see
the wrath
of the guardians of the flutes may have been visited upon them. Go and
seek
them if you will but you will not find them.
Peter and Jared slipped away through the
jungle and walked
along the dark beach to the outskirts of their village where Gaurin had
his
hut. Now another thing came clear in their minds as they chatted—Gaurin
was
like them, one of them, what ever they
were. That had to be why the old
man had never bonded with a woman, it would explain why he lived alone,
apart
from the village, visited only occasionally by a boy come to eat his
penis. Few
went to suck him more than once.
When Gaurin saw them, fulvous apparitions
limed by the dust of
mourning they had smeared on their bodies, he first wondered who had
died and
why were they coming to tell him, but then he spied their hurting
erections and
the tears of grief that filled his eyes became tears of joy and he
embraced
them together and stroked their backs and touched their hard cocks.
They moaned
at his touch and cried out their storey.
Gaurin spoke quietly of his joy that they had
come to him
right away for James and Charles had not. It had been Gaurin who found
them
eventually, each boy choked to death by the turgid cock of his bonded
mate in
his mouth, in the secret hollow he himself had once used, and more
recently had
been occupied by the lovers standing before him now. He told them how
he buried
them in that spot, laying just as he found them, and how sorry he was
they had
not come to him first for he did know how to finish the bonding, to
emulate the
relief the woman could provide but the boys would have to be carefully
prepared
else one or both of them could die as his own love had, poisoned by the
very
act that saved himself.
Jared and Peter knelt before the man and
clasped his thighs;
their still hairless bodies a grayish white against his deep tan, and
begged
his forgiveness for what they’d done. He explained that forgiveness was
unnecessary, they’d done nothing requiring forgiveness but love one
another—it
was only the shortsighted and prudishly vindictive elders of their
tribe who
judged their love wrong. But now was time to clean the boys and prepare
them to
finish the bonding.
Chapter Nine
He led them to a pool in the stream behind his
hut, the same
stream that came down from the pool and waterfall by the hut where they
had
mated, and washed each one carefully. They in turn washed him and when
all were
clean returned to his hut.
In his youth Gaurin had loved a boy just as
Peter now loved
Jared: The two had been playmates when they were young boys and after
the
ceremony of eating their first penis they shared every moment of their
lives—waking in one another’s embrace, working side by side in the
gardens,
eating the penis of their mentors’. And it was some of those other
elders who
now shook their heads. But their remembrance of those times was not
with the
same fondness as Gaurin. They saw an abomination returned to haunt
them, to
warp the minds of the young, while Gaurin saw a beauty beyond their
language’s
ability to express.
When Gaurin and Thomas drove each other to the
peak of mating
it was under the very same circumstances as Peter and Jared. It
surprised them
both and they feared the retribution, the castigation, of their peers
and
elders. But Gaurin remembered something an even older man had told him,
a man
who’d watched over him as he now guarded Peter. There is a way, the man
had
told him, to have a man be like a woman, to culminate the bonding and
relieve
the erection that makes men dependent on them. First you must go into
the
village and find a young boy.
Gaurin prepared a cathartic, which he fed the
boys, and while
he waited for that to have its desired effect the fetched a young boy
from the
village and prepared an anesthetic balm from coca leaves and a pig’s
melt.
After the purgative had cleansed their bowels he applied the balm to
Jared’s
anus as the lad lay on his back with his ass up in the air, holding his
knees
to his chest. The young boy, blindfolded and insensible, was used to
loosen and
relax Jared’s sphincter. He had been instructed to push his fingers,
first one
and then two, and then his hand, and finally his arm up to the elbow,
into this
warm place to find something the old man required. Peter helped push
the boy’s
arm in and then to pull it out. The grease and coca were doing their
job and
Jared felt nothing but the stimulation bringing wave after wave of
unfulfilling
orgasm. When Gaurin judged Jared to be sufficiently dilated so as not
to tear
his anus Peter mounted his lover. Gaurin and the boy stood by while
Peter
entered Jared. At first Peter was apprehensive but as he pushed his
rock hard
cock into the anal passage of his friend he was ecstatic. Never would
their
lives be the same. The tightness, the heat of penetration, the orgasmic
spasms
of Jared as Peter’s cock pressed upon its target, and finally Peter’s
orgasm
spewing his cum into Jared’s ass even as Jared’s cum spurt onto his
belly, all
had their desired effect and Peter was relaxed and came out softened.
Gaurin had them exchange positions and the
young boy was again
employed to prepare the youth’s anus for insertion. Everything went
well and
the two were relaxed and ready to return to the mating camp before
dawn. The
young boy stayed the rest of the night with Gaurin where he exchanged
suck with
the man and was put to other use as well.
Chapter Ten
When a young man’s wife gave birth he would
drive a pointed
stick through his foreskin and tie his penis up to a cord around his
waist—he
was no longer available to the young boys, his penis was for his wife
only.
Now, while Peter’s circle of friends were piercing their foreskins to
mark
their entry into their fifth life, he and Jared were still in demand by
the
younger boys of the village.
When they had returned to the mating camp
nearly a year ago their
storey was that they had been ill and passed the night in a stupor in
the
woods; perhaps it was something they ate. The storey was accepted and
they were
fawned and fondled for the rest of the camp. During the year they made
much use
of the lessons Gaurin had taught them, but only between themselves.
Jared
preferred to 69, Peter preferred to fuck his friend’s ass and in that
matter
Jared would acquiesce after he’d been brought to climax. Now they were
obliged
to attend their third mating camp and something happened that neither
they nor
Gaurin could anticipate.