The Anderson's Eric
Probly, given the times in which we live, and the spies lurking in the wires, I should take this opportunity to say that 97% of what I've been filling your head with during our several recent conversations is vignettes from an old man's dreams and the remaining three percent is wishful thinking. Forgive me.
"In the tree house one took off one's pants if the other did, with no more than the complicity of a grin. The gossip of boys is largely fiction, anyway: they enjoyed each others lies."
—Guy Davenport
by Thole <poondu@bigfoot.com>
At dinner on that cold snowy night in Junction City the young boy leaned across the corner of the table and whispered—
—I am like a palimpsest and I know you have been on the Way that is before me.
The bearded visitor looked out from beneath bushy eyebrows, chopsticks poised above a clot of bread pudding—
—Your vocabulary is delightfully large for such a small boy, does that come from playing with your computer as much as you do?
—Ha! And playing with other tools as well. My vocabulary is not the only thing with which I am well endowed.
The old man had been traveling a long way; he and the young boy had been corresponding, albeit sporadically, for several months trading innuendo and double entendre in a virtual reality that led them to this pass at dinner with the boy's parents.
The boy's first letter had been full of the puerile FAQs common in the letters from sixth formers, and the old man over-wintering in the dark of Antarctica answered it as he had a hundred others with a patience born of a love of children and a need to stay in touch with them however ethereal it may be.
To: postmaster@antarctica.base1.gov
From: ericander@junction.ms.k12
Subj:what's it like there
Dear Postmaster, What's it like to live where you are? What's the coldest temperature? Where do you get your food? Are there any kids? Do you get to see any penguins, do you have one for a pet?
To: ericander@junction.ms.k12
From:postmaster@antarctica.base1.gov
Subj:Re: what's it like there
Dear Eric,
>What's it like to live where you are?
Coal and mountains,/ But no fountains,
It's just not fair/To be so bare/ Of flowers trees and hare./ Out on the Ice./ It's not so nice./ There are no trees/ To please and ease,/ There are no girls and boys to tease,/ No cats and rats nor oliphaunts;...
>What's the coldest temperature?
A penguinjection would be nice/To keep my blood becoming ice;/But then when I go home someday,/Unhappy I would be, if/ I had to wear an airconditioned/Coat on a sunny summer day./Up here/ I think I'd rather wear a hat!/And long underwear and sweater,/ Overboots and overbritches,/ Scarf and gloves, two pairs of /Mittens and on my feet:/The more blue sox the better!/Then/When I get home one day I'll/Just put on my skysuit; and /In the woods I will go walking/And in the river I will play.
Eric's parents and teacher knew he had a new keypal in some far off place but they were not really aware of the number of letters flowing between to the two or their content as the subjects ranged far from the course of the boy's original questions. At school the students were encouraged to continue writing and so they did. As the table was being cleared Eric took the opportunity to hide his next question amid the clatter of dishes and flatware—
—Do you really go hiking naked? Is your bum as tan as your legs?
But that question went unanswered for a time.
Even though it was winter in this part of the world the old man was dressed as he was wont to be in shorts and jumper. He'd noted upon arrival at their home, when Eric's father had commented on the shorts with the usual Aren't you cold? question, that he was most comfortable with the least encumbrance. In a letter midway through the Austral Winter the boy had written—
To: postmaster@antarctica.base1.gov
From: ericander@junction.ms.k12
Subj:skysuit?
Dear Postmaster, What's a skysuit?
To: ericander@junction.ms.k12
From:postmaster@antarctica.base1.gov
Subj:Re: skysuit?
Dear Eric,
Have you ever been a skinny-dipper?
Eric eventually wrote back to tell how he and some school chums had tried swimming in their skysuits in his family's backyard pool one afternoon much to the consternation of his "What if the neighbors should see you?" father. Eric explained it was the neighbor kids he was swimming with and their parents' didn't seem to mind.
The evening went on with the old man doing his Show&Tell routine; a bag of trinkets and artifacts from exotic places was spread upon the living room rug in front of the fireplace and a pile of postcards passed hand to hand. Eric's two boy friends came round and sat on the floor with him whilst his folks tried to dissimulate their annoyance over the presence of these two whom they suspected were corrupting their son.
Before the old man had left his station on the ice he told Eric he would be traveling through the boy's community and in a hasty exchange of several letters it was agreed he would stop off for at least dinner and maybe sleep over. Now, as the other boys were leaving, Eric was reminded by his mother to get ready for bed and bring some bedding for the couch in the den cum computer room.
Eric, now wearing just a singlet and under shorts and ever trying to be the perfect host, was bent nearly double over the couch, arranging sheet and blanket when the old man walked in quietly after finishing coffee with the grown-ups. The boy's summer tan had long since faded but one could still see the demarcation where his summer togs hung against his thighs. The curve of the boy's bum and the cleft between its cheeks were inviting. The old man drew a finger along the tan line and up over the curve as the boy stood in surprise.
—I can see you did not get much time to work on your all-over tan last summer. Perhaps another time I can take you hiking for a few weeks and show you how it is done.
—That would be great if my folks would let me go off with you. Now that they've met you maybe they would. That would be cool! Well, have a good night. I hope that couch is not too lumpy for you.
Eric went off to bed and the old man stripped off
what little he was wearing, carefully arranging his shorts and singlet
for easy access in the dark. He could see the boy across a hall,
through the space of their almost closed doors, lying in his bed,
shirtless now, reading in a circle of yellow light, and he wondered...
Perhaps it was an hour later that he felt the blanket lift slightly away from his back. He was laying on his right, facing the back of the lumpy old couch. Above, piled along the back of the couch, were several stacks of computer zines, boxes of disks, a few spare boards, ready to avalanche at the slightest sneeze. Cold fingers touched his lower back, explored his nates and the crack between them as if looking for a tan-line in the dark. He turned toward them and the hand that followed the fingers rested on his belly. The boy whispered—
—Are you awake?
He covered the boy's hand with his own and moved it to his tumescence.
—Is this what you are looking for? he whispered in reply.
The boy was wearing a short silk robe, its belt hanging loose at the sides; when he turned the old man could see, by moonlight falling as if from a klieg spotlighting a star on stage, the young boy's erection standing firm against the siege of prepubertal down.
The boy's hand closed over the man's hardness and tugged on it.
—You have travelled the Way that is before me, take me now and show me. My bed is a better place than here.
But the man sat up and slipped the robe off the boy's shoulders. His hands explored in the darkness what was not illuminated by the moon and his mouth found the fountain of youth and sucked it dry. On the floor they explored each other's bodies: the old man with experience, never ceasing to praise how wonderfully boys were put together; the young boy with naiveté spilling over into wonderment of all that awaited him. They ate and drank of each other in every virtual and physical sense and then slept entwined under a blanket.
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