My Middle School Years

My Middle School Years

By Larkin

My name is Carter Hofstadter

From what I knew about my Dad, which wasn’t much, was that he was intelligent, handsome and that he made enough money to support my Mom and me after their marriage broke up. I was the pawn that they used against each other and since my Dad wouldn’t play, I never saw him much after the age of three.

My Mother was highly feminine, flamboyant and difficult. It is an explanation enough for my Father to bail out. Her whole life was a show of what she thought other people thought was important. She was full of pretentious opulence and false glamour. Like a Siamese cat, I was her ever present familiar. When I was too young to protest, she dressed me to match her outlandish outfits and dragged me around as if I was her toy poodle.

Fortunately by the time I started school, she had quieted down and taken an alcoholic lover. It was then that she finally let me begin to lead a normal life. Of course all of these early excesses had a life long lasting effect on me.

I started school the same time as most kids but quickly skipped from third grade to forth grade putting me in a room with kids a bit older. I don’t want to say that I was smarter than everyone else, but third graders can be complete idiots. Play dough was never my strong suite.
I think the qualities that helped me more than anything was that I started reading on my own very early and I read everything I could get my hands on.

The other thing was that I started playing with myself by the age of seven. The funny thing was that I didn’t associate it with other people. It was just my secret way of pleasing myself and experiencing intense pleasure adding to the way I looked at life.
If I was reading a fantasy novel and I would read the description of some magical kingdom, I would play with myself and imagine that I was really there. So I guess you could really say that books were my first love.

Everything in school came to me quickly with little or no effort on my part. I had just turned 10 by the time I was supposed to go into the sixth grade when, at my Mother’s insistence, I was skipped to the seventh grade. That put me right into the middle school with kids two and three years older.

Being much younger and much smaller posed special problems and advantages. Of the problems, I found that I really did have to try harder to keep track of my classes and stay ahead of my studies. I needed to be clever enough to avoid bullies and sports jocks who were always trying to prove something. On the positive side girls were always trying to protect me and while I liked them and had fun with them, I had no interest beyond that.

I had no understanding why, but I began to notice and look at boys in class. Some were so cute, some were incredibly creepy and others had qualities I liked but didn’t know why. I was years away from my own puberty but they were all right in the middle of theirs. Maybe it was in the air. Is it possible to get contact puberty? David got up and went to the front of the class. I looked at the way his pants fit his behind. Could it be that just breathing in their hormones was waking me up mentally? When he returned to his seat, I looked into his face. He had a twisted smile and he looked directly into my eyes. That’s when I noticed his chipped tooth. I felt something go through my whole body.

I was a bookworm, a wimp, I was physically immature, I had a high voice and yet, I was entirely ready for what was next.

The School Bus

We lived in the suburbs.
My Mom was still trying to dress me each morning when she knew perfectly well that I could do it on my own.
I let her do it and used the time to daydream.
She stretches out my underpants and holds them down for me to step into each leg hole.
Then she roughly pulled on my tee shirt.
It was the one with the picture of a rabbit pulling a wagon.

“Carter! Did you do your homework last night?”
I said, “Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yea, ye, y.”

I sat with my chin resting on the kitchen table.
A plate of steaming scrambled eggs in front of me.
I hate eggs.
My Mother was rushing back and forth and making a fuss over what?
When she wasn’t looking, I folded my scrambled eggs into a paper napkin.
It was so I could get rid of them somewhere else.

As if in a panic, she screamed. “Carter! Hurry up you’ll miss your bus!”
Slowly, I slid off the chair and slowly I put on my jacket and slowly I walked out the door.

I stood out on the curb in front of my house.
My eyes were open but I was asleep.
I dreamt I was flying. I was soaring up and down.
I heard a loud sniff.
I looked and it was Katelyn.
Her nose was running.
Our eyes met and then I went back to my daydream.

The bus pulled up and there was a loud squish and the door opened.
School was ok, it was just getting to and from that was the problem.
It took forever.
Katelyn sat up next to the driver. That was fine with me.
I made my way to the back of the bus.

I slumped down in the seat so that my chin rested on my chest and my legs were spread and dangling.
This bus ride goes on and on and on and on.

David stood there looking down at me.
I looked at his broken front tooth.
I didn’t move from my slumped position.
I just slyly moved my eyes so that I could see him.
The whole bus is empty and he sits next to me?

He reaches over and starts fiddling with my pants.
My eyes open wide.
He looks up to see if anyone on the bus can see him.
Then he looks back at me and reassures me that it is ok.
David slides his hand down my pants and takes hold of my penis.
Why am I letting him do this?
He pulls my pants and underpants part way down and starts fiddling with my ding a ling.
It starts to glow and then the glow begins to spread through my body.
He tickles my balls and my little cock stands up all by itself.
He puts his hand down on my chest to keep me from sitting up and he continues to pull and stroke on my boner.
I give in and relax.

Why can’t this bus ride go on forever?

I looked over at David and he has something in his hand.
It’s his boner.
Holding it tightly in his hand, he squirts pee on the back of the seat in front of us.
This is definitely better than a daydream.
I look up and Tommy, David’s friend is in the seat in front of us and he is up on his knees looking down at me.
He giggled his approval.
He reaches down and tugs at my boner too.

David sits up higher and tries to push his boner into my mouth.
Both he and Tommy hold my head so I can’t move away.
They are both excited and giggling.

The bus is beginning to fill up but no one is going to tell because David and Tommy are tough guys.
I hold them off until they stop but then they start it all over again.
Soon I was blowing David on the school bus on my way to school.
I open my mouth and let him stick it in.

The bus pulls up in front of the school.
I hate school. Why does this bus ride have to be so short?

Davis whispers in my ear. “Just you wait, I’m gonna get you on the way home.”

I thought to myself, “I can’t wait!”

The Library

I went back to homeroom before lunch so I could get my backpack.
I got it and walked down the hall towards the lunch room.
I had plenty of time because I had study in the library after lunch.
For a moment I was thinking about what happened on the way to school in the back of the bus and then, for some reason, I forgot all about it.
I stood in line and got my regular lunch. I got a sandwich that was sort of like an egg Mac muffin only without any eggs on it, just ham and cheese, an apple sauce, a small bag of cheese doodles and a milk.
It was the second lunch shift and not all that crowed so I found an empty table.
I ate my apple sauce first, then my sandwich and then I opened my bag of cheese doodles.
I don’t know why but I like to line them up on my tray and then eat one at a time.
I hold one up in front of me and then crunch, crunch and it’s gone.
Then I pick up another, careful not to get my fingers all orange.

I looked up and David, the one with the broken front tooth and his friend Tommy are standing there looking at me.
They both sit at my table.
David didn’t say anything at first. He just looked at me.
Tommy looked around to see who was sitting at the other tables then he looked at me too. There were acting all serious.
I’ll be honest, they both made me sort of nervous.
David picked up a cheese doodle from the middle on my cheese doodle line up and ate it.
They were both bigger than me, what am I going to say? “Hey, those cheese doodles are mine!”
I pretended that it didn’t bother me.
David didn’t exactly look at me but he said in a low voice, “Carter, what’s your next class?”
I said, “Um,..library study.”
When I did, he looked at Tommy and smiled.
Tommy took two of my cheese doodles and chomped them at once.
I drank some of my milk careful not to spill it down the front of my shirt.
Tommy silently watched me.
I gathered all my re-claimable on my tray and got up to dispose of them.
David and Tommy got up too.

“Hi Miss Cruller.”
I thought all three of us walking in to the library together looked suspicious but she didn’t seem to notice.

I put my backpack down and went towards the isles of books.
David and Tommy were right behind me.
How could I be so stupid?
I knew what was going on but I was pretending it wasn’t.
I disappeared behind a row of books. David followed me.
He came up to me and he was grabbing his crotch.
Looking right into my face, he whispered to me, “Come on.”
I looked at him and said, “What?”
Tommy was at the end of the isle. He was pretending to be looking at a picture book.
He was being a look out.
David said, “Suck my cock like you did on the bus.”
He pulled it out and I looked at it.
It was four inches and already very hard.
He had his hand on my shoulder and he was pushing down on me.
“Come on, do it.”
He pushed harder. “Come on!”
I resisted and then, I just sort of gave in.
I got down and he stuck it in my mouth.
He started a back and forth motion.
I heard him sigh.
I had to cross my eyes to see it going in and out of my mouth.
Then I looked up at him.
He was holding onto my hair with his hands.
Tommy made a noise.
David quickly stuffed his cock back into his pants and I pretended to be lugging a very heavy book from the bottom shelf.

“What are you three boys doing back here?”

David said, “We’re working on a report together.”

Ms. Cruller said, “Well, what’s the report on?”

I blurted out, “Fossils!”

She said, “Well at least you’re in the right section.”

With that, she marched back to her desk.

Tommy signaled when it was safe.
This time I got down by myself and pulled David’s cock out.
All of a sudden, I liked what I was doing.
I really liked what I was doing.
He pulled it out of my mouth and started stroking it hard then stuck it back in.
It was like his whole body was shaking.

I liked doing it.

When David recovered, all three of us went back to the table carrying books to ward off suspicion.

We aimlessly flipped through the pages until Tommy said to me, “My turn.”

I got up and followed Tommy back behind the books.
When I got back there, he had it out and was stroking it up and down.
His cock was much bigger than David’s.
He put his hand on top of my head to hold me in place.
I watched while he stroked getting it ready.
I liked doing it to Tommy more than David and he had something David didn’t have, …Sex juice.
A lot of sex juice.
I didn’t know any better so I spit it out on the floor.

Tommy and I came out from behind the books and sat back at the table with David.
I felt good, but very dizzy.
Then, David and Tommy got up.

David said, “We got to go. We’re supposed to be in PE. See you tomorrow on the bus.”

I watched them walk out.

My Homework

I left my homework till Sunday and now I had to get organized.
I sat at my desk in my bedroom and looked out the window then down at my work.
Hmm, let’s see, vocabulary.
Ok, here’s the word, now define.

“Awesome, …..overwhelming, grand, splendid.”

“Instigator, ….. ringleader, mastermind, troublemaker.”

“Surreptitious, ….. furtive, sneaky, sly.”

All three of these words made me think of David.
In my imagination, I can see him looking down at me with his chipped front tooth.
I liked how he ruled over me. It made me feel so good inside.
He just decided that he owns me and he can do anything he wants.
A boner magically forms.
I rub it and stick my hand down in my pants.
I open them and let my boner stick out.

“Dictator,…. tyrant, despot, ruler.”

I gob lots of spit on my fingers and then put is all over my cock.
It makes it so stiff and it stands up so straight.
It feels good.

“Vanquish,…. conquer, subjugate, defeat.”

“Conspiracy,…. a plot or a scheme, a plan involving more than one person.”

At first I resisted David. He was selfish, pushy and persistent.
I had to give in.

David whispers in my ear, “Suck my cock.”
He’s not here but if he was, I would do it.

I turn and look at Tommy. He says, “Suck my cock.”
He’s not here either but if he was, I would do it.

In the back of the school bus they crowded around me and made me do it.
Some of the other kids could have seen what they were making me do but David and Tommy could care less.

In the library behind the books, they surround me.
They were making me do it again.
The librarian came back and almost caught us.

I open my pants and rub more spit on my balls and all over my boner.
What would happen if we were caught?
Somehow I knew they would try to blame me.
David would look innocent and surprised.

He’d say, I kept telling him, “No Carter, that’s bad. Please don’t. You’re going to get us in trouble.”
Tommy would say the same thing.

I would look guilty and confess.

I was stroking myself harder and harder.
The door opened and I quickly hid myself.
Why does she have to do that?
My Mother just barges in all the time.

She said, “There’s someone at the door for you.”

Two boys were standing there.

David barked passed my Mother. “Hey, are you coming or what?”

My Mother looked at them and then back at me.

She said, “Carter, aren’t these boys a little too old for you?”

They saw my Mother’s disapproving look and Tommy and David both turned to leave.
I pushed past my Mother and followed them.

As the three of us walked off I heard her call after me. “Carter! What about your homework?”
I ignored her and kept going.

My Sissy Wardrobe

What is the matter with my Mother?

She chortled in a sing song voice, “Carter, school will be out soon so I got you some summer clothes because everything was on sale!”

She dropped all the bags on the floor and commanded my full attention.

Rummaging through, she handed me a set, cotton shorts and a matching shirt.

I looked at her and cried, “Yellow?”

“Oh, come on, Carter, go in the bathroom and try them on and let me have a look at you.”

I pulled on the tight cotton shorts and looked at myself in the mirror on the bathroom door.
I couldn’t believe it. You could see everything. My balls were two little bumps and my penis was a longer lump that stood up in the middle.
You could even tell that I was circumcised.

“Come on, let’s see how you look.”

She was sitting there smoking a cigarette. When I came out, she pretended not to, but she did blink.

“Carter honey, where are you underpants?”

I shrugged my shoulders. The tee-shirt had a sailboat on it.

“Turn around honey, let me see the back of you.”

The tight yellow cotton shorts had found their way up into my crack.
I’m sure it made my behind look two large eggs round as could be.
I really think she thinks I’m a girl.

“Here honey,”

She hands me a stupid looking hat. I give her a disdainful frown.

“Go on honey, it’s a sun hat to keep the sun off. You know you have sensitive skin.”

I put it on to please her and then ripped it off my head.

My Mother handed me another outfit.
This time it’s a blue and white sailor outfit. It is only a slight improvement.

Once back in the privacy of the bathroom I pull the tight yellow shorts off of my behind and look at it in the mirror. If I look between my legs, I can see my butt hole.

I suddenly think of David with his broken front tooth and Tommy pushing their big boners at me. I look at myself in the mirror and stick out and wiggle my tongue.

I have given my self a very stiff boner.

“Carter honey, hurry up, I have other things to do.”

I answer her. “Wait a minute, I have to pee.”

With my yellow shorts pulled down to my ankles, my tee shirt tucked under my chin and my penis sticking up, I try to pee. I peed straight up into the air and it came down all over the seat. As pees go it was spectacular.

I tried on the sailor suit. White shorts and a white shirt with blue trim. My boner did not go away and it made a wet spot in the front of my shorts. My Mother pretended not to notice.

I decided that my Mother needs to have her head examined.

The boy part of me hated all these clothes mostly because they were so stupid looking.
However, there was another part of me that sort of liked them.
I liked how they suggested how I would look if I were naked.
I liked how you could not only see if I had a boner but how they displayed my boner and little balls for all to see.
I wanted David to see me like this.

David, with his sly look and his chipped front tooth, is all boy and his clothes are all boy and sometimes he’s dirty and smelly like boy sweat.
If he sees me wearing these tight yellow shorts he’ll see my boner. If he sees it, it will be sure to give him ideas.
David and Tommy are the ones that taught me how to suck cock and now I can never be un-taught. I’m always going to want to do it now.
Sometimes I think a stiff cock belongs in my mouth. It’s like it’s suppose to go there.
Maybe my yellow shorts are sort of advertisement for hard cock?

My Mother has gone off somewhere, who knows where and I am lying on my bed.
I look up at my feet in the air above me.
The yellow cotton shorts are stretched between my ankles. I decide that’s how they look best, pulled down.

When I go over to David’s house and we are in his messy room with the door locked. He climbs on me when I’m like this and sticks his cock in my mouth. Sometimes we’re alone and sometimes Tommy is there watching us.

Tommy is waiting for his turn.
He says he wants to fuck me up my butt. I told him, maybe, but not yet.
At home here alone, I think about it. I imagine it happening. I finger my butt hole. I decide the next time Tommy asks me I’m going to say yes.

I’ll be sure to be wearing my new yellow shorts.

The Phone Call

She came in holding the handset.
“Carter, it’s for you. Do me a favor and don’t stay on too long because you worthless Father is supposed to call me.”

I answered the phone. “Hello?”

The voice on the other end said, “What’s up?”

“Who is this?”

The voice on the other end said, “It’s Tommy.”

I’m not used to talking to Tommy because it’s usually David that does all the talking.
I said, “What’s going on?”

He said “Nothing.”

“Is David there too?”

He said, “No, I’m at home. David isn’t allowed over at my house.”

“So I guess he’s at his house.”

Tommy was beginning to sound irritated. “Hey, I don’t want to talk about David. I called so’s I could talk to you.”

I thought to myself, “Oh damn, he’s jealous!”

I quickly said, “Well what do you want to talk about?”

You have to remember we are both 7th graders and Tommy isn’t the smartest one in the barrel.

He said, “I don’t know? Um…Who’s over at your house?”

I said, “Just me and my Mom.”

He said, “I was thinking maybe you and me could get together, you know without David being around?”

I slid my hand down into my underpants just to keep myself company.
“Ok, what do you want to do?”

There was a long pause. It was obvious the Tommy was having trouble put his ideas into words.

He said, “You know?”

I pulled on my dickie until it got hard.

I said in my gentlest voice, “Like what? You mean like what we did in the Library?”

He said, “Yeah, like that.”

I said, “Oh,…. Ok, if you want.”

He said, “You could come over to my house, no one’s here.”

“I better not, you live too far and it’s already dark out.”

I pulled my dickie out and was stroking it up and down.

Tommy said, “What if I come over and wait outside for you?”

I said “Ok.”

He immediately hung up.
I put on my yellow cotton shorts.

I could hardly wait and it seemed like it took forever.
It was a warm and humid night.
Finally I saw him on his BMX bike racing up the street.
He rolled onto the dark lawn and looked up at me in the window.
I motioned to him to keep quite.

My Mother was watching “American Idol”.
I snuck downstairs and let myself out the back door.
I ran up to Tommy and hugged him. He already had a big boner in his pants.
I felt it in my hand.
I pulled him towards the garage. It was dark and empty.
My Mom was too lazy to use it so she always parked in the driveway.

We lifted the garage door just high enough for us to slip underneath.
It was dark inside but we could feel each other bodies.
Tommy was all wet from sweating and I got down and opened his pants.
He stuck it in my mouth and held onto me. It was very intense.
His sex juice suddenly was squirting everywhere.
I got all over my shirt and my face and hair.
He told me he was sorry but said he wasn’t finished yet.
His urgency never stopped.
He turned me around and pulled my pants down and started poking at my behind with his fingers.
After that he held me tightly in place and I felt him slowly going up inside of me.
It was very painful. My own body pushed him out.
He started again this time more slowly and carefully.

He whispered in my ear, “You have to want up there, push like you are going to go and it will make it easier.”

He was right but it was like nothing I had ever experienced before.
This was totally different than just sucking David’s cock.
Tommy was pushing his big cock up my butt and it involved my whole body.
I had no choice. Even though it was painful, I had to surrender completely.
Tommy was strong and he was sweaty. He went faster and faster.
I amazed at what was happening to me.
He finally came again and in less than a minute, he was gone.

I was shaking. I was in ruins.
I snuck back into the house and back upstairs into my room.
Incredible warmth filled my whole body.

What did it all mean?
I don’t know?
I just know I want more.

Treg

You don’t know me, but my name is Treg.
Carter was in my seventh grade math class. The teacher droned on about spherical volumes and surface areas.
He was much younger than the other kids because he skipped twice in grammar school. He was small, blond and had intense blue eyes. In spite of being skipped ahead, he had no problem keeping up with the subject matter.

I couldn’t seem to keep my eyes off of him but I wasn’t sure why. I just knew that he fascinated me. The teacher called him up to the front of the class to illustrate examples of geometric formulas in spherical measurement.

My eyes followed him up to the front of the class. I was looking at his pants and thought, “How can a butt be that small and that cute?”

When the period ended we all got up to leave for lunch. My boner had popped up again so I had to hide it behind stuff I was carrying. It seemed to be happening a lot lately.
I watched Carter put on his back pack and start out of the room.

It took all the courage I had to approach him but I just had to know him. I don’t know why but I wanted to be friends with him.

Hi, I’m Treg. How do you like plane geometry?”

What a stupid question. “How do you like plane geometry?” I am a total idiot! I should have asked him something else!

I was more than a foot taller than him and a few years older. Carter looked to the right then to the left and then up at me. He tilted his head slightly and listened as if he expected me to say something more stupid than I had already had.

He just shrugged his shoulders and said, “I don’t know, it’s alright I guess.”

Then he waited. I tried to think of something else to say but I became tongue tied.

He said, “I gotta go, see you later.”

With that he turned and ran towards the lunch room.

The next day I was slumped at my desk when someone came up behind me and whispered. I looked to see Carter just inches away my face looking into my eyes.

“Hi Treg. Are you all excited about geometry today?”

We both laughed but I was so overcome with being so close to him that it took half the time in class to get over it. He sat several seats in front of me and I watched him hoping that he would turn and look back at me.

After class, we agreed to go to lunch together. On the way, I felt like I was walking on air. We sat opposite each other and ate our so called healthy lunches.

Carter was eating his sandwich and looking at me. I guess he was looking at some stubble I had on my chin.

He said, “So do you have to, like shave everyday?”

I told him, “No, I shave maybe once a week or so.”

Carter looked around on his tray for what he felt like eating next.

Without looking up he said, “Not me, I never shave and so far I’ve never had to. Actually, you know what? I don’t think I want to go through puberty at all.”

I answered him. “Everyone has to go through it, it’s not like you have a choice or anything.”

Carter looked off towards the other end of the lunch room and then popped a French fry in his mouth. “Yeah I know but I don’t want pimples, that’s for sure.”

Then he looked directly at me with his blue eyes and said, “Well like, what else happens when you go through puberty?”

I suddenly coughed to keep the food from going down the wrong pipe. When I looked back at him I know my face must have turned red at the thought of the question.

I woke up this morning and I didn’t want to, but I just had to jack off. It was so intense that I made it into an unholy ritual, cumming all over yesterday’s underwear. Carter is so innocent. How could I tell him that’s the kind of disgusting thing that happens when you go through puberty?

I drank my chocolate milk to buy time. When I looked up, David Swartz and Tommy Ellis came up to the table and sat down next to Carter. I sort of knew those guys but I never had the desire to hang out with them. I could go farther and say that I didn’t like them at all. It seemed like they all three exchanged silent communications and I was definitely excluded.

I was becoming increasingly uncomfortable until Carter introduced me to them. Tommy and David just gave me the vaguest acknowledgement. I did nothing more than nod back at the two of them.

Knowing that he hated it, David offered Carter his green Jell-O with fruit floating around in it.

Carter frowned and said “Eeew, no way!”

David was smiling and said, “Why not? You’ve had worse things in your mouth.”

Carter pushed David and said, “Will you shut-up!”

Both David and Tommy started up with a stupid jock type laugh. Carter gave them both dirty looks.

Tommy said, “Hey Carter you want to come over after school?”

Then, Tommy made matters worse by holding his fist up to his mouth and sticking his tongue in his cheek to simulating a blow-job.

Carter seemed to be able to handle the situation but he was really pissed off. Both David and Tommy were acting like total jerks.

Carter stood up and under his breath he said. “Assholes!”

With that, he turned and left without looking back.

That left the three of us just sitting there looking at each other. I didn’t like being there with them so I got up and left too.

Other then the fact that they were jerks to begin with, I couldn’t figure out why they treated Carter so bad.
In my own mind, I had made Carter out to be incredibly sweet and innocent.
Maybe it was because Carter was such a little wimp and they felt like they could pick on him and nothing would happen?
I decided that if either one pulls shit like that in front of me again, I’ll kill-em.
I’m not afraid of them.

I saw him the next morning when the buses pulled up. He was standing there talking with David and Tommy. When he saw me, he left them and came over to talk to me. I could see that they didn’t look pleased.

“I said, “Why do you hang out with those guys, they’re assholes.”

He looked back at them and then up at me. “Oh, don’t worry about them, they’re both jerks.”

I looked passed Carter and gave them dirty looks.

He said, “Hey, after Geometry, let’s go off school grounds to eat, just you and me?”

I said, “Ok.”

Then he turned and went back with those two assholes! I had more confusion in my head than I could handle.

At lunch, we sneaked out by the ball field and headed towards town.

I said, “If they try shit like that in front of me again I’m going to kick their asses. They’ll be so sorry.”

Carter acted like he was ignoring what I was saying. He turned into a small walkway between two buildings. I stopped and wondered where he was going. He signaled me to follow. When I did, he came up to me and putting his arms around me, he started trying to kiss me on my mouth. I pulled away thinking that boys don’t do that but he persisted.

He said, “Treg, come on, it’s ok. If you don’t, you’ll be missin out.”

I let his tongue slip into my mouth and then I felt his hand on my crotch.
I had been thinking about a lot of things. I had become obsessed with Carter but I never though any of it through.
He opened my pants and I felt him pulling my cock out into the open.

“Oh fuck.” I was so hard.

I whispered, “Oh no, I’m going to cum already.”

He stroked me and moved so that we both could see. I came and it squirted onto the brick wall.

I was in an enthralled state and when I looked down at Carter, I could see that he was smiling and laughing.

I can’t remember anything about the rest of the afternoon. I was like a zombie going from class to class. I could say I was in love but I just didn’t understand enough to know what I was feeling.

When the school finally let out, David came up along side of me and said, “Hey dude, how was it?”
Then he laughed like I was stupid.

All I could see was red.
There was a fight and a huge crowd gathered around us.
Next thing I knew was I was in the principal’s office.
There was blood running from my nose and it was all over the front of my shirt.

After the Fight

I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. Tommy got to me first because he wanted to be the one to tell me what happened.

He was talking much faster than normally.
“David went up to him and Treg just started swinging at him. David got him once in the nose and Treg hung on him and pulled him down to the ground. Everyone came up to see it all happening. They kept going at it until one of the assistant coaches and Mr. Markito came up and pulled them apart.”

Tommy looked straight at me. I noticed for the first time that his eyes were slightly crossed.

He said excitedly, “It was totally awesome! They both got all bloody.”

I must have looked worried. “Well what’s going to happen to them?”

Tommy was matter of fact. “Oh, they are both suspended until next Monday.

Tommy’s excitement didn’t let up. “Me and David are gonna kick his ass so bad.”

I must have looked upset because I turned and just walked away. I was too full of confusion. I thought about how much I liked David’s bold cockiness and was amazed that he’d pick a fight just to prove it. I knew he was the one who probably started it because Treg just wasn’t that type.

Of course I was placing myself at the very center of the whole conflict. I got a tickle in my balls thinking, “It’s all about me!” I stopped briefly to look at my reflection in a store window. God, how do things get so complicated? I knew that neither one of them would dare to admit that they were fighting over me because that would be way too faggy for either one to endure.

I closed my eyes and compared them to each other. I couldn’t decide which one I liked better. Tommy and David are so out of control. I love how they get boners and climb on me.

Treg is so different from those two. He’s more mature and almost noble and I can tell that he really likes me.

When I got home I looked at myself in the mirror. I parted my hair on one side and then the other. Then I parted it in the middle. Then I wet my hair and pulled it back so it stuck up all spiky. I can’t possibly handle all these decisions. It’s just too difficult.

I thought. “They all like me but I can’t decide which one I like best?”

I shoved my back pack off the bed and spread out on it so I could try to clear my mind. I pushed my pants and underpants down to my knees, played with my dickie and imagined all three of them.

My Mother came right into my room and I had to quickly pull my pants up. I’m sure she saw the whole thing but she acted like she didn’t.

“Carter, change your shirt. I have to go to the mall and I want you to come.”

David and Tommy, alone

Tommy stood at the front door.
David’s Mother looked at Tommy and said, “He’s upstairs in his room.”
Tommy started up when David’s Mother yelled after him. “Tell him not to go anywhere without taking the garbage out.”

David was laying on his bed with his head hanging off the side in a way that must have made everything look like it was upside down. He tried to move when he saw Tommy coming towards him but he was too late.
He came down with both hands on David’s chest making him gasp and groan.

“Get the fuck off of me, asshole!” David doubled over and slowly came up to a sitting position.

Tommy ignored his complaint and flopped down on the bed next to David as if it was his very own.

David said, “What was your last class, PE, cause you stink.”

The accusation didn’t bother him in the least.

“Is Carter coming? I could use a nice long blow-job.”

David was staring down at the debris on the floor.

“You know, a nice long one so’s I can take my time and watch my cock go in and out of his mouth.”

Tommy said again, “When’s Carter getting here?”

He shoved David until he yelled back, “He ain’t fuckin coming because he had to go to the Mall with his fuckin Mother, OKAY!”

Tommy was not fazed. “Well then maybe you could give me a blow-job cause my balls are just so full of cum.”

David gave him a dirty look and said, “Fuck you asshole, I’m not a faggot.”
He rolled onto his stomach and studied the fuzz on his blankets.

Tommy got up close to David and whispered in his ear. “Oh, come on David, my big cock is so good. I know you’d like it in your mouth with me getting all ready to shoot my load of creamy cream.”

He roughly pushed Tommy off of him and went back to staring at the fuzz on his blanket.

Tommy continued his taunt. “How about you let me fuck you up your ass?”

David turned and giving Tommy an even dirtier look, said, “How about you shut the fuck up, asshole!”

Tommy rubbed the seat of David’s pants. David looked back and pushed Tommy’s hand away. The fact the he didn’t move off his belly was body language in it’s self.

Tommy rubbed his ass again and this time David just laid there and took it.
This went for a while in silence.
After a bit of coaxing David’s butt rose up to meet Tommy’s hand.
His boner had made the crotch of his pants warm and almost damp.
Tommy pulled them down to his thighs exposing his naked behind.

Tommy said in a soft voice, “I already fucked Carter once. He told me he liked it and he wants me to do it to him anytime I want to.

David didn’t answer. He was silent.

Tommy stood up and began to take his pants off. David watched him do it. His face was strangely without expression.
Tommy cock did seem un-naturally big and when he stepped out of his pants it sprung up and down. David’s mouth dropped slightly open.

Tommy climbed on top of him and rubbed back and forth on him in a mock fuck.

He whispered in David’s ear. “I’m good at this and you’re gonna thank me.”

He pulled out a tube of petroleum jelly. He squeezed it up David’s butt hole and then slicked up his cock with it. He had bought it special for Carter.

David turned and looked back at Tommy. This time he looked worried.

Tommy said, “It’s too late, I am just too fuckin hot now. You got to go through this with me.

He slipped his arms under David and pulled back tight on his shoulders. David felt Tommy’s dick going up his ass. It was very painful.

He cried out loud and moved forward freeing himself from being fucked.

Tommy started in again. “Come on, relax, it gets easier,”

“Ow, oww, oww!” Tommy’s cock slid further up his ass and then it came completely out again.

Tommy stopped and squeezed the rest of the jelly on his cock then went back to it.

Finally Tommy could start the motion, the in and out motion that gets faster and faster and faster.
It was the motion that was going to make him cum up David’s butt.

Once David had allowed Tommy to go this far he had already given up completely.
He figured that if Tommy was going to kill him that was the way it was supposed to be.
He was seeing stars and he felt Tommy’s cock pushing on something that was starting to feel good.
Tommy was fucking faster and faster and he was sweating all over David’s back. Finally he started grunting and pushing as far up as he could until he collapsed down on David all out of breath.

David’s insides started to warm up and he began to realize that it wasn’t so bad after all. There was just something about it.
Had it been anyone except Tommy he never would have let it happen in the first place.

Tommy and David had always been best buds. They had been friends and friendly adversaries forever, but in all that time David had never once felt feelings of affection towards Tommy, nor did Tommy demonstrate any affection towards him.

David looked around at his messy room and he felt the weight of Tommy who was still lying on top of him. He was still breathing hard.
David didn’t understand why but he was suddenly filled with warm and affection for him. He reached out and softly closed his hand around Tommy’s hand.

The Cell Phone

“Carter, try not to get separated. I don’t want to have to go looking all over for you.”

I didn’t really like going to the Mall but since I discovered Tommy and David and Treg my world had just opened up.
There were boys everywhere.
Some were with their parents. Some were in groups or with girl friends and some were wandering around all alone. I ignored boys my age or younger and mostly concentrated on boys that looked thirteen and up. I liked the clothes they wore and I liked their hats. Some wore ball caps and some wore sock hats, some had back packs. Some even carried skate boards. A lot of them had Ipods and cell phones. Their clothes were all way over sized but I could tell how skinny and cute they were underneath. I tried to picture them naked and wondered if their dick was like David’s or Tommy’s or Treg’s. I really wanted to know.
I saw a really cute boy walking in my direction. He was looking straight at me but, not really because he was talking on his cell. He walked right passed me without looking back or anything.

I looked up at my Mom and said, “Can I have a cell phone?”

She laughed, “What would you want a cell phone for?”

Her answer really irritated me. I said, “What if I use my money, will you sign?”

She stopped and was considering a good reason to say no, when a girl my age passed right by her. She had a cell phone pressed to her ear. We both looked at the same time and our eyes followed her off.
Suddenly my Mother’s “No” seemed less reasonable.

She wanted to say no, but after a long pause, she reluctantly said …”Oh ok.”

I was so excited. My new phone came with a charger and ring tones and a camera to take pics. I almost peed my pants right there in the middle of the mall. I couldn’t wait to get home and charge it up.

My room was dark and I was in bed. I pressed the on button on my new phone and a swirley red screen lit up my face and it was followed with a tinkling jingle. I put in David’s number in the memory, I put in Tommy’s number in the memory and I put in Treg’s number in the memory.

I had to call someone. I pressed the key for David. It rang and rang.

Finally a voice said, “Hello?”

I said, “Is David there?”

“I don’t know who this is but you had better think twice before calling at this hour ever again. It is after eleven!” She hung up.

I thought to myself, “Oops”

The next morning was Saturday.

“Hi David, guess what?”

He didn’t sound enthused. “What?”

“I’m talking to you on my new cell phone!”

David still didn’t sound enthused. He said in a monotone, “Awesome.”

I was determined to spark his interest. “Ok, here’s my number, 805-9230. So if you are bored or you want to do something all’s you have to do is call me and I’ll meet you wherever you want me to, cool huh?”

I must have just waked him up because he still sounded bored. “Ok, I just wrote it down, I gotta go. Bye.”

As phone calls go it was a let down. The next on my list was Tommy.

“Ok, who should I say is calling? He out back, hang on.”

He was breathless when he got on. “Yeah! Who is this?”

“It’s me, Carter. I just got a cell and you are the first one I called.”

He said, “That’s great but I’m workin right now, call me this afternoon.”

Well that was another looser of a phone call.
I held the cell in front of me and took my picture and tried the last number on my phone memory.

“Hello?”

“Hi, Treg, It’s me, Carter. I just got a new cell phone and you are the first person I called.”

He said, “Hey, how are you. I am so glad you called. I suppose you heard about the fight? I have aches and pains. I haven’t even got up yet.

“Yeah, Treg, are you ok? I was worried because I really like you.”

He answered. “You do? Are you sure? I feel that way about you.”

I said, “You’re not made mad about what we did off grounds? I won’t do anything like that again if you don’t want me too.”

Treg said, “No way, what are you talking about. Why do you think I like you so much? What are you doing now?”

“Me, nothing? I haven’t even got up yet. I’m just laying here in bed and, Oops, I just took a naked picture of myself with my new cell phone. I guess I better erase it.”

“No, don’t, save it for me. I really want to see it. Carter, no one is here.
You want to come over?”

I smiled to myself and said, “Ok.”

Naked Pics

Actually I hadn’t really taken a picture of my self while I was talking to Treg but I did a lot of experimenting before I went to sleep last night.
I couldn’t believe that I had my own cell phone and it even had a camera.
Of course my first pic was of me looking right into the cam. I looked so surprised.
Then I kicked my covers off and held it up above me and shot down, My Space style.
My chest and belly looked so flat and plain with two little dots for nipples and one for my belly button.

I absolutely, positively and totally could not resist the temptation to take a picture of my dickie boner and little balls. I mean like, who could resist a temptation like that?
If you were me and you had a cell with a cam, would you do it?
When you think about it, what boy wouldn’t?
It was more difficult to take a picture of my butt hole. After several tries, it ended up sideways and all blurred.

“Anyway, it was so much fun!”

When I got dressed, I called Treg again. “Ok, I’m leaving my house now. I think it will take me about twenty minutes.”

Treg said, “Ok.”

The next time I called I said, “Ok, I’m almost here. I can see your house.”

Treg said, “Ok.”

I knocked on his door and he answered. He was just wearing his underwear. Treg is really cute. I noticed that he had some bruises on his face and slight black eye.
It just seemed to make him look cuter.

“Come on up to my room.”

I followed him, watching his behind as he climbed the stairs.

His room was much neater than David’s. He climbed on his bed and I got on with him as if it was the most normal thing in the world.
I acted like he was a brother or maybe already my boyfriend.
He looked at me and gave me a surprised half smile.
It was as if he hadn’t expected me to cuddle up to him but I didn’t care. I wanted him to know I liked him.

“Carter, let me see your naked pics.”

I acted unconcerned and said, “Oh, I erased them all, I’m sorry. I didn’t really like them.”

He was disappointed.

Treg said, “Let me take some pics of you and then you can take some of me.”

I said, “Ok.”

Treg stood up and left me lying on his bed. I spread out with one of my legs dangling off to the side. I pushed out my lower lip and gave him a cute but pouty look.
I looked like I didn’t get my way about something and I was sad and disappointed. Treg took the pic and laughed.

“Hey, pull your pants down.”

I shrugged my shoulders and started to do it what he asked. He looked around his room and then went over to make sure his bedroom door was locked.
When he came back to take the picture, I pulled shirt up and tucked it under my chin and pulled down my underpants too.

My dickie was so small that I didn’t need a boner for it to stand up. Treg was nervous.
He became very silent and started behaving like he was a professional photographer and all this was serious business.

I turned over so he could take a picture of my behind. I watched him hoping that he would get a boner in his underwear. I just wanted to see it.

I sat up and started taking off the rest of my clothes. I wanted him to take real naked pictures of me. I could see the shape of his cock starting to form in his underwear.
I crawled around on his bed and wrapped my arms around his pillow. It smelled like him.

As small as it was, I got a boner. I lay back and showed him how I played with it. He took another picture.

I guess it was too much for him because he took his underwear off and got on the bed with me. We did it together and then to each other.

Well I mean I mostly helped him. How could anything in the world be more fun?

We both got dressed in about thirty seconds because we heard someone come in downstairs. Treg showed me how I could climb out his window and down the side of the house. I waved good-bye and ran off.

Double Trouble

On my way home, I got the first call on my new cell phone.

“Hello.”

“Hi Carter, what’s up?”

I recognized the voice. It was David.

I said, “Hi.”

“What are you doing?”

I said, “Nothing.”

David’s voice was even more sly than usual. “Tommy’s here, you want to come over and do something?”

I knew exactly what he meant but I said, “Like what?”

He gave out a slight laugh, “You know?”

I said, “Ok.”

Treg is so different. It’s more like we are boy friends. I sort of look up to him like he’s my hero or something. I want him to like me. I wish there was a way I could stay overnight with him but his parents would figure it out for sure.

It is probably not a good idea for him to know that I do stuff with David and Tommy.

David and Tommy are the opposite of Treg.
They are just plain bad. They like to be dirty and they laugh when they do it and then do it some more.
That’s exactly what I like about them.

When I got to David’s, it was like there was no one home. David and Tommy were hold up in his bedroom. I knocked on the door.

The door opened and I was quickly pulled in and the door slammed behind me.
David sat down on his bed, spread his legs and pulled out his cock. Tommy was behind me and pushed me down between David’s legs until I was sucking his cock.

Tommy and David don’t waste any time.

Tommy was pulling off my shoes and socks and tugging off my pants. We all stopped to get completely undressed. It is so much fun being between two boys that have boners.
I couldn’t keep my hands off of their cocks.
Tommy started fingering my butt hole and pulled out the tube of petroleum jelly that was meant for me.
David kept rubbing his dick on my mouth until I opened up. I liked sucking David’s cock.

Tommy was all business in preparing to fuck me up my butt.
It was very painful the first few times and I wasn’t going to let him do it any more but gradually I started to really like it.
Now I want him to do it but it does take a little preparation. I felt one finger and then two fingers go up my butt hole.
He moves it all around to get me to relax back there. Then he adds more jelly.
I know because it’s cool at first but it warms up in a hurry.

Soon I feel him behind me and he begins to stick it in. I turned my head to look at him.
I wanted to see his cock. I wanted to see if he was holding it in his hand when he was pushing it in. I wanted to see his face, his chest and his belly.

Since we both learned the hard way, Tommy took it slow and I tried to get me to relax when it went up my butt.
This is the first time Tommy did it to me with David around. I saw him watching Tommy’s progress.
Suddenly I decided that I really liked getting fucked up my butt and I really wanted it.
That was when Tommy started up with an in and out rhythm.

They both did it for a long time and that was fine with me. They changed my position several times. When I was on my back Tommy pushed my legs way back and fucked me that way. It got very easy for me to take Tommy’s cock as far up as he wanted to.
It became Yummy.

Tommy was trying to convince David that they should try to cum at the same time.
I didn’t care just as long as I was the center of attention and that Tommy kept doing what he was doing.
They both came, but not at the same time.
Tommy up my butt and David in my mouth. They both acted cocky and we all acted like we did each other a favor.

Nothing lasts forever and the natural thing for all of us to do was to lay naked and sleep for hours but we couldn’t.

Parents were the constant enemy.

Little Marky

There was this new kid in my English class. He was the sort of kid that you notice but you’re not sure why. He had messy blond hair and warm brown eyes. I couldn’t decide why, but I thought he was cute.

He wasn’t at all like Tommy and David.
He wasn’t like Treg either.

I told his my name was Carter, he said his was, “Marky.”
His personality was silly and stupid but very likable.

One time during lunch when we were outside, he pretended to pee but instead he had had his hand down his pants and wiggled his finger out through his fly. We both laughed.
That is when I thought that Marky could probably be a lot of fun.

I sat next to him in English. I took my cell and opened the pic on me lying on Treg’s looking all pouty. I had his attention and I cautiously turned it so he could see the pic of me. We both smiled and tried not to laugh.
I didn’t notice but my teacher, Mrs. Curtis was standing right behind me.

“Carter, give me the phone!”

A shock of horror went through my whole body.

She held out her hand and said again, “Give me the phone!”

Oh no! I gave her the phone with all the naked pictures of me in it and even some of Treg in his underwear. I’m fucked! Totally fucked!
She took my phone and went back up to the front of the room and continued the lesson. All’s I could think of was her seeing all my pictures and the police coming and then me going to the Juvenile Authority until I turned eighteen.
Oh God, what was going to happen?
Minutes dragged on. Tick, tick, tick like a horrible death sentence.
I sitting in an electric chair and they are going to pull the switch.

Marky didn’t look too nervous because he didn’t know the half of it.
I even started to sweat and I had never sweated before. I should have put a password on it.
How could I be so stupid, stupid, stupid?

After class the Mrs. Curtis called me up to the front of the room.
I stood there. I was shaking and I think my knees were knocking together.
“Carter, what do we say about cell phones in class?”

My suddenly mind became blank.

She said, “All cell phones turned off and all cell phone kept in you bags or back packs, more specifically, kept out of sight.”

She handed me my phone and said, “Don’t do it again or you will have to retrieve your phone from the Principal’s.”

What a close call that was!

Waiting for me outside of class was Marky. He said, “What happened?”

I said, “Oh, nothing.”

We walked off together.

The Fairy Spirit

I love Marky. He is so sweet and fun and he really likes me.
We were walking home together and he put his arm around me. It was his way of telling me we were best friends. I looked at him and we both smiled.
He was small, well he’s still bigger than me. That’s not hard because I am the littlest shrimp but he was smaller than David and Tommy and Treg who is the biggest.

Marky is different. He is kind of innocent. I don’t want him to get involved with David and Tommy because I know they would do things to him that would make him feel bad.

He is sweet sort of like Treg but Treg is more like a guy. He’s into sports and he’s even started shaving.

Marky can be sort of girly. Girly, like I can be sometimes. I’ve learned how to take care of myself but he seemed vulnerable to me and I felt like he needed some protection.

When we first met we were inseparable. The two of us sat together on my bed sorting out some of my junk.

Marky held up a metal bangle. “Oooo, can I have this?”

I gave it a quick look, accessed its value and then said, ok.”

He put it on his wrist and continued sorting.

My crazy Mother poked her head in the door. “Carter, you want your usual Pizza special and what about Marky?”

He said, “Ok.”

“Carter it’s Friday and if you want Marky to stay over, it’s ok with me just make sure he calls his Mother.”

Marky said, “Ok, I will.”

We drove to the Pizza take out. We were in the back having a laughing fit and couldn’t stop.

My Mother was smoking a cigarette. “Marky, your Mother must be so proud of you because you are so polite.”

We both made stupid faces.

She continued. “Not like that awful David. Carter, do me a favor and don’t have him come over any more. If you ask me, I think he looks like a little criminal.”

I didn’t answer.

When we got back home, we ate, wrestled and watched TV.

My Mother came in one last time. “Don’t make a mess, don’t get so noisy that I can hear you and try to go to sleep at a reasonable hour.

When the door shut, we looked at each other and laughed out loud. We both stripped down to our underpants and ran around the room trying to catch each other.

How did we know what was going to happen? We just did that’s all.

Marky came up to me and stuck his hand down my underpants and I did the same to him. We both got boners. Marky got down and started sucking my dickie.
It surprised me because that never never happened with David and Tommy.
I got on my bed, laid there and let Marky do it.

My cell suddenly rang.

“Hello?”

It was David.

I said, “No, my Mom says I have to do homework.”

He sounded disappointed.

I said, “I know it’s Friday night but I can’t go out, maybe tomorrow night.”

I think Tommy was there too. David sounded pissed.

I laid out flat and spread my legs while Marky sucked on my boner.

I said, “No, I can’t!”

I lifted my legs up so Marky could lick my balls.

I hung up and it immediately rang again.

“What!.....No!....Ok, tomorrow, I promise.”

I hung up again.

David was so mad and it made me feel really good. I felt like I was extremely popular. David and Tommy will have to sit in his messy room and cum in their underwear or blow each other and I am here with really really sweet Marky.

He climbed on top of me and we kissed.

My cell rang again.

“WHAT!” I barked.

“Treg, I’m sorry, I thought it was someone else…….I can’t, no, I can’t until Sunday. I could come over Sunday afternoon. Ok, bye.”

I felt bad about that because I like Treg.
Marky turned around so that we could suck each others dicks.

This time, I shut my cell totally down.

The nice thing about Marky was that he treated me the same way I treated him.
Anything I did to him he would do it to me. The best thing he did was teach me that it was ok for boys to kiss boys. He stuck his tongue into my mouth and I into his. It was magical.

I turned off the light and we giggled and giggled and then crawled under the covers together.
It was total fun for the whole night.

A New Day

“Yeah, so maybe I didn’t want to come over. Why should I? So you can rub your dick in my face?”

I had a new born sense of power.

David said, “What are you so bent out of shape about?”

“Who says I’m bent out of shape, I’m fine, you’re the one who’s all pissed off.”

David said. “So what time are you going to come over?”

I said, “I don’t know, I have to think about it.”

“What the fuck do you have to think about?”

I said, “Is Tommy there too?”

David said, “No, we got in a fight last night.”

“Why?”

“He tried to fuck me. He seems to think I’m a faggot and he’s my owner.”

I said, “Well maybe now you know how I feel.”

“Ah come on Carter, I thought you liked suckin dick. I wouldn’t make you do something you didn’t want to.”

I said. “Yeah right.”

“Please come over….Please, I promise I’ll be nice.”

I said, “Ok, suppose I come over, then what?”

“You could suck my dick.”

I was skeptical, “And then what?”

“Just get me off, that’s all I want, I promise.”

I said, “Ok, I’ll be there in ten minutes.”

I can’t believe it, I actually got David Swartz to beg.
I really should pay more attention to these things.
David’s Mother let me in and I climbed the stairs to his room.

He was wearing smiley face jockey shorts and just as bold cocky as ever.

He looked at me and smiled. ”So you couldn’t stay away? You just couldn’t resist some of this.”

He shook his dick at me. I rolled my eyes and turned to leave.

He blocked the door. “No, don’t go, I’m sorry. It’s just an attitude thing to get into the mood, you know what I’m sayin?”

I pretended to believe him and tugged on his cock.

You know what, I like sucking dick.
I don’t have to be forced or made to look stupid because the truth is, I want to do it.
I like when David’s cock gets harder and harder and he starts breathing out loud.
Then the sweat comes off his body and fills the air around me while I’m doing it.
It is the most awesome thing in the whole world.
I can tell when he is getting close and when he is, I want his dick in my mouth.
He just cums just a little juice but I like how it tastes in my mouth and I like how it makes him feel.
He falls backwards on his bed and just lays there like he has passed out. I climb on top of him, hug him and then leave.

Busy Bee

God, I’m going to have to get a digital organizer to keep me on schedule. I told Treg that I couldn’t see him until tomorrow but I decided to just show up.

His family was home and more than a few relatives for a gathering. There was no privacy.
I was happy to just hang out with Treg. I got invited to a barbeque and had hot dogs and corn on the cob.

Treg introduced me to his parents and I did my best to act polite.

“Gail, this is Carter, he’s a friend from school. Carter, this is my sister Gail, she’s in college.”

After that there were a few Uncles and Aunts. One in particular was a family friend.

“Carter this is Norwood, he’s a friend of the family.”

Norwood was tall very thin, wore sunglasses and a strange hat. He leaned way over to shake my hand. It was as if he wanted to look right into my eyes even though he was wearing sunglasses.

“So Treg, this is your little friend?”

He looked at me and said, “I think Treg has become very handsome, don’t you?”

He got a telling smile out of me that told him exactly what he wanted to know.

Treg and I managed to sneak away upstairs. I reached up and put my arms around his neck.

I said, “Pull me up and hold me.”

I always surprised Treg. He never knew what I was going to do.
He lifted me off the ground until we were face to face. I suddenly kissed him.
He resisted but I forced him to kiss back until he got the idea.
I wanted to make Treg love me. I knew I could do it.

Neither one of us knew how to love someone but we were working on it.
Treg looked disoriented and even dizzy. Then he kissed me back.

We heard noises and had to go back downstairs to join the party.

Norwood came up to me and handed me a card. I looked at it.
It said “Norwood Harris, Attorney at Law”.

He had taken off his sunglasses. His eyes were an incredible blue.
He smiled at me and said, “Put this in a safe place. You never know when you might need some real help.”

Before I left, Treg apologized and told me that Norwood was strange and that I should not pay him any mind.

The Night Creature

Marky was nowhere to be found so I went home. I watched TV and then went to bed.
Around ten o’clock my cell rang.

“Who is this?”

I heard mumbling. “Who is there?”

“It’s me, Tommy. I’m outside.”

I said, “Where?”

He said, “Outside in your yard, I stole my Dad’s cell.”

I got out of bed and looked out the window. I saw Tommy standing there looking up at me.

“Hey, come down here, I want to fuck you.”

I thought for a minute.

“Come on Carter, I want to fuck you bad.”

I whispered into the cell, “Ok, ok, give me a minute.”

I was pretty sure my Mom was asleep or at least in her room.
I didn’t even get dressed. All I had on was my underpants.

It was warm out and when I got outside, I hugged him. We talked in urgent whispers and snuck in the garage.

I said, “Let me blow you first.”

I got down and opened his pants. Tommy’s cock fell out and was big and already stiff.
I loved doing it and I kept thinking about what he was going to do with when I was done.
I took off my underpants and turned around for Tommy. He started fingering me and kept thinking about what was going to happen.

I didn’t think about getting it up the butt hole when I was with Marky or David or even Treg because it wasn’t part of their personality.
But it was definitely part of Tommy’s personality and when I saw him I really wanted his cock up my butt hole bad.
I got on my hands and knees and pushed my butt up for him. It was like I couldn’t wait for it.
I kept looking back at him but the garage was too dark.

I reached back and felt how hard he was. His fingers went in and out of me with ease so I was ready for his cock.
He pushed it up half way and I squeezed him out. I didn’t mean to, it just happened.
He tried again and it got easier. He tried again and was able to go in and out of me.
It felt better and better and the more he did it the deeper he went. Tommy was energetic and took pride in being able to on and on and on.
In my mind I could see it up inside of me.
My whole rear end opened up to him and it felt so good I started to cry.
He turned me over and got over me.
I looked down and saw his cock going all the way up inside of me.
Then I looked into his face. Even thought it was dark I could see his wild eyes.
I reach up and put my arms around him.
I knew he wasn’t the kissing type. He was too tough, too all boy.
I waited.
When I knew he was going to cum I pulled him close and kissed, pushing my tongue into his mouth.
It made him cum and I felt his cock flooding me inside.

We laid there for awhile without saying anything.

I thought, how could something as wonderful as this suppose to be so bad?

Carter’s Credo

You must think I am a very bad person.
Not only have I started to have sex very early, but I am involved with four different boys and I haven’t really limited myself to just them.
Now that I have the knowledge, every boy I see I consider the possibilities.

When you think about it, David has a special personality.
There are things I like about him and things I don’t like but I don’t think he is a bad person for teaching me what I would have learned anyway.
I am glad he did.

Tommy is completely different from David. He is quiet and patient like a black panther, waiting for the right moment. He has mythological animal qualities that have enriched my life.

Treg is noble and loyal and honest. He would never hurt me and defend those he loves to the death. It is me he should fear because I would break his heart.

Marky is a special spirit. He is beautiful and magical and would never hurt anyone. How could anyone not love Marky?

The point of all this is to say my life would be so much less than it is without just one of these boys.
Why go through life being intimate with just one person and only one person?
It is a narrow view in the best of times and worse if you have made a bad choice.

Life is too short to conserve love.

THE END

By the way, that strange man I met at Treg’s house, Norwood Harris.
His generosity put me through college and grad school.
He was right, there did come a day when I needed a little help.